I dedicate today, and this post to Michelle Todd, who told me “You can do anything for 5 days, just try it!”
It is hard for me to really believe that a whole year has passed. 365 days since I drank a diet coke. 365 days since I went 5 months no meat, no dairy. 365 days since I woke up feeling fat, lethargic, pretty much hopeless that I was destined to be fat and tired the rest of my life.
In all my years of dieting…eating this, not eating that, ONLY eating THIS, NEVER eating that, eating two of those and one of that…(you get the picture) I have never felt as energetic, alive, relaxed and UNFOCUSED on food as I do today. It has been one year since I started eating what I call real food, whole foods and not eating all the processed, chemically laden, man-made food! I have lost weight this past year, not a lot, maybe 15 pounds, but it is 15 pounds I know I will never gain back, and is 15 pounds I really didn’t have to think about losing…they just went away. What is even more amazing is they went away over a Christmas Season, New Year Holiday, three trips to Vegas, two trips to Hawaii, a trip to Mexico and a Summer of BBQ’s and Birthday parties. All of these events in the past have been minefields for me, each representing at least 2 to 5 pounds gained and a complete obsession about what I was eating, what I shouldn’t be eating, how much I had eaten, could I have just a bite? Could I have another drink?
I am pretty sure not a day between the age of 12 and 35 years old went by that I did not have some internal battle over food raging within me. Some days were new beginnings, full of hope and energy, but most days were filled with low self-esteem, feeling gratified by a meal…then beating myself up for eating it. I have been on Nutri-system (age 13), Jenny Craig (age 16), weight-watchers, light-for life, Adkins, volumetrics, fat-flush…the list goes on and on. All of them worked. When you limit your calories you lose weight. But none of them taught me about what food is, how to prepare it, enjoy it, EMBRACE it…and in the end I would revert back to my old ways of eating not that much most of the time, and way too much some of the time, all of it lacking in quality and substance and that equation left me 25 to 40 pounds over-weight.
Why did it have to be so hard? I am not a Dr., I am not a nutritionist, and I am not claiming to be an expert…but I have waged a war within myself and with what society claims to be food, for over 3 decades now.
Real food is not a drug. Real food is energy and should make you feel good, healthy and vibrant. Real food should complete you. America’s version of food is a drug. I believe it is addictive, it drains us of our energy, zaps us of our zest and has been proven to endanger our health and well-being. Some of us are clearly more susceptible to processed, man-made food. Many of us are more susceptible to weight-gain, and to the adverse effects of these foods, but all of us are in jeopardy, regardless of weight. I have skinny friends who eat so much junk they have oily hair, bad acne, low energy…always tired, a hard time falling asleep. I believe 100% we are what we eat.
This is what I believe and this is my blog so I get to say what I want (God Bless America). I do not care if you can show me studies that tell me that antibiotics in my meat, hormones in my dairy, chemicals in my food, methane gas ripening my food, or my food being grown with pesticides and transported half way around the world is indeed NOT BAD for me. I ate those foods and I felt and looked, pretty bad.
So here I am a year later. Thinner, healthier, more energetic! My hair and skin look great, my mood is consistent, overall I would say I am less-stressed and more “zenful” if you will.
The most pride for me comes in watching my kids eat. They ask for seconds on salads, enjoy grilled fish, shrimp, sweet potatoes, asparagus, (we are working on broccoli, and I mean all of us:), green beans. They snack on edamame, apples, oranges, and FREAK out when fresh berries are in season. I gave them life, and now my Husband and I are ensuring it will be a long and healthy one.
The thing I find the most amazing is the less processed, junk-filled food you eat…the worse it tastes when you do have a bite of something here or there. It is almost like once your taste-buds reset they don’t want to go back. I watch this with my kids when they eat half a cheeseburger, or two or three fries and walk away from the rest.
In his book In Defense of Food, Michael Pollan said in that any food with more than three ingredients is not really food. He also wrote seven little words that resonated loudly with me, “Eat food. Not too much. Mostly plants.” When I eat, cook, and shop I keep all of this in mind.
I also have expanded my vocabulary. In our home we have introduced new terminology: farm-to-table, organically grown, artisan, sustainable, Genetically Modified Organism, factory farming, slow food, slow cooking, the high price of cheap food, antibiotics, hormones, locally grown, seasonal, and so many more.
I challenge you the way Michelle challenged me. Try 5 days. 5 days of no processed foods, no sodas, no fast food, no junk food. Try to shop for one week at a co-op, farmers market, or a grocery store that carries locally grown produce and see what you can come up with. I felt so much better in those 5 days that I was eager to keep going. In the beginning I did it for me. But as time went on and I realized how easy it was to eat whole, real, healthy foods, I slowly changed the way this family eats. My family, and many friends have also made changes, and that is a GOOD THING!
Thank you for reading, for supporting me, and for going on this journey with me. I look forward to another year of discovering more about eating locally, eating organic foods, and finding new recipes that are comprised of fresh, wholesome real foods.
I am posting photos because a friend suggested I should, so why not? And my fridge…just because, my Husband opened it yesterday and pointed out it looked a lot different not so long ago. Take out boxes, sugar-filled yogurt, cheap eggs & milk, not many veggies, and often times simply sparce…eating on the run more often than not.
What a difference a year makes.
Jennifer

December 2008

December 2009

Mexico, November 2008

Mexico, November 2009